lunes, 4 de octubre de 2010

Wish me some luck!

Hey there!

Well I am 12 weeks pregnant, I can't believe how fast time goes by. Tomorrow I'll have done the tests to check for chromosomal disorders like down syndrome and trysomies. I am scared to death. I know I face the same risk regardless of what happened to Inés, she didn't have any chromosomal disorder, but I feel as if something can be wrong. I hate this pessimistic mood, however I can't fight it. The results will take 24 hrs, that would be like a year to me. I can't face a bad outcome and I know that it doesn't matter that I am still grieving Inés, life is life and this pregnancy is not exempted at all. I think I have lived so much disgrace recently that I don't deserve it, but who deserves it? Nobody deserves a death child or an ill child and still it happens. I am praying today, I am wishing with all my heart that this baby is just fine! Please wish me some luck.

3 comentarios:

  1. Thinking of you. Hang in there while waiting for the results. I'm a few weeks behind you (probably about 9 weeks) and I know I will be feeling similarly when we have this testing done.

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  2. Sending huge luck and good wishes! Hope the results make you take a big deep breath and settle in to enjoy the rest of the pregnancy. xxxh

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  3. Thanks to all your support, your words make me feel stronger.

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